i think i've been pushing myself to work too hard again, i'm feeling unwell now. took two aspirin already, hope i'll be fine by tomorrow because i have thousands of cookie and other pastry to be done before 21st dec.
i thought pushing myself to work really hard would distract my mind from the things i don't wanna think about. but it's just too hurt to meet people who once makes you feel like you're so special then the other day, you're nobody.
i tried really hard, but one day i woke up and i just couldn't handle it anymore. i know i'm not perfect but no one deserves to be treated this way.
i thought pushing myself to work really hard would distract my mind from the things i don't wanna think about. but it's just too hurt to meet people who once makes you feel like you're so special then the other day, you're nobody.
i tried really hard, but one day i woke up and i just couldn't handle it anymore. i know i'm not perfect but no one deserves to be treated this way.
yes, no one deserves to be treated this way.
ReplyDeleteSo, thank you that the person who treated you bad has gone before the person treated you even worse!
I am a reader of your blog from your very first post. And i think you are now at your shining time. Very beautiful, has talent (can make gorgeous and delicious pastry, etc. So... just let that person who treated you bad go away slowly from your mind and let other good person search for you <3
You know many people love you. At least your dad, mom, brothers, cats love you so much and you knew it.. Then why should you pay attention to feeling which make you hurt? When the feeling come, just try to think about that there are so many who love you. They love you because you deserved to be loved. So, love yourself too and who don't love you, then let them be. They are not that important to your life anyway...
I also love you!!
some people say time is the only thing that could heal.
ReplyDeleteI personally think that it is true. time could heal, but scar will always stay. ugly truth.
Always believe that karma works. As He is the only one that has the right to punish, not any human being in that sense.
If you think that the process of healing hurts, it is only normal because you are human. and if baking is what it takes to make you feel better, then let it be and make the best out of it.
<3 from the UK.
i wish i can pull up myself n work as hard as you sweetie..
ReplyDeletebut most of the time i lost myself..